Just arrived ....and she was setting over there in front of me on the same table...looking to each others ...eyes keep pilfering glances ...checking the face...for over a couple of hours both of us setting send smiles from time to time ...pretending being busy watching the dancers and the happy couple :)
i was going to leave early but didn't dare to devote my self away :$
chained to my chair ...drowned in her splendid sacredness ...her brown scarf lighted her face with extra beauty blinded my eyes ...hindered me to see how really she looks like ...
in my silence keep sinking .......don't know why was keep waiting her look and smile
it was dark all over the place ..and all these music and dancing ...plus the camera lights make everything look dark ...except her face..shine as a star ...her sparkling eyes jest my curiosity to ask her ...and she will have the answer for any...challenge me to dare :D
and FINALLY here it is the dinner and the lights...OMG..is she the ONE?? i thought she is ??
oh no....she is setting there infront of me after all these years ...looked over here and there wanna ask any one ..is that true ..is she who i think she is !!!
and again her smile invites me again..couldn't resist this time: are you Ms. Magda?
and her smile was like that ...answering: and u were that small little girl who insist to cut her hair garcon :))
oh.. no no wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy she was " Ms. Magda" ...one of the best teachers ever....
she looks the same..she didn't change ...or me the one who will never change infront of her ...
she will be always the teacher..and I am the naive kid seeking her wisdom :$
she is the one... she made me believe ...day after day i discover that she helped me to realize that any other teacher won't be like our school teachers :((
I remember that when i asked her why she is so adorable and smart ?
why we all crazy about her?
why we all respect her?
how come she is so solemn and cooool?
why she loves teaching while i -just- hated?
how smart i'll be ...so i won't be a teacher ...
as I'll be a famous writer ...or important figure somewhere....but most probably business :D
I never had a private lesson nor groups with Ms. Magda ...and she didn't teach me in class -:))
but she was there always for me over there :D
now most of the teachers treating u well, because u were there in one of their privates lessons or school groups...
not much who just love because he\she is a teacher , he\she has to get the benefit to let you deserve her\his love..
Ms. Magda was one of those teachers that in my days -by that time, really don't know about now- she NEVER gave a private lesson to anyone, and if you insist you have to be regular in her school class or school group.....
if you have any problem her office is always opened for you -:))
she was one of those prophets who believe in their message, they didn't deal in education business, every time we have a chat I get something new ....
she is smart, knowledgeable, honest , she is one of those who you can trust and seek advice, which she is really talented in :)
Ms. Magda brought me today back to school days, in my days not all of us had private lessons, some had school groups..and some just don't feel like to have.....but all of us had fun in school :))
she reminds me by Mr. Sob7y Kayser, Mr. shreef Mo7eb, Ms. Mona Ma7'azom, Mr. Refe3aat : those who i didn't have private lessons with , and some of them knew that I may join other teachers classes but they were there for me ..with pure love and tender :))
all of us loved our teachers -and hate others- :)
Ms. Magda is someone who surely proud to be near by .....
despite she didn't teach me regular school lessons..but she taught me life ....
I remember her once ...when the class was over control and our teacher was getting crazy ,,,and she just came in ...with no single word..just her look :))
she made me remember "Ms. Nadia El. 3aqad' :))
al.hamdoelah ,I am not a teacher ..and won't be :D
the idea getting me crazy...bs ya wad bs ya bent....
the idea to educate ppl...I can't imagine my self standing over there "teaching" .....and the secrete button -to drive the monster crazy- when i found my self in the shoes of a teacher had to teach something ..OMG
ya haram ..teachers should be candles keep lighting other ways' life -as Ms. Magda- , she didn't influence my way of thinking....but she made me think...
she taught me to be me ...although i loved her much but she didn't like to see me doing something is not me ...even if she is doing it ..or love it :))
I don't have to look like her to be good..alll i've to be is to be me ...
i totally agree about about this Sunday, December 13, 2009movie quote "I like a teacher who gives you something to take home to think about besides homework."- ~Lily Tomlin as "Edith Ann-
Ms. Magda did so with me in school...and now again she did today and here I am thinking 'how my life could be without some teachers like Ms. Magda"??
--------Amira Sobeih -----
------أميرة صُبيح------------
Sunday, December 13, 2009
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